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dreamy, cheerful, responsible and stubborn, does not like a quiet life and is always looking for adventures.

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– Has an Allergy to cats. —

The father respects his wife, and on each birthday gives her a new work of art, so their house is more like a Museum. He is a friend to Dino and teaches him about life by telling him about his mistakes made because of “youthful maximalist”.

Believes that Dino has little fun and wastes his youth, has a neutral relationship with Ryan and considers Him too serious.

My aunt and uncle Dino live in the countryside, not far from the mountains, graduated from the EOPQ for the creators of the natural image in 2049.

Married since 2050. They have a daughter, Vina, born in 2052, who is studying at the 7th stage in the class of artistic image of nature.

They treat Dino as their own son, who should have been his age, but died 3 days after birth.

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10:34. It is not true. This is all a lie. Lies!

It's just a dream. Yes, a dream.

Where are the medications?

10:41. They're over. But we took at least 3 packs of sedatives after the hospital, where did they all go? Understand nothing.

13:14. We're going to my sister's.

17:45. I was walking with Mary and Becky, and she said, “Norma, What's wrong with you? Why are you sad?" but I didn't answer.

19: 36. Yoru are always next to me, and next to Yoru is always Becky, I am surrounded by animals, but this does not calm me in any way.

21:41. I can't sleep again.

01:29. I saw Him standing under the window, but when I ran out into the yard, He was gone.

02:10. I need to sleep.

03:21. It’s time to sleep.

Bye, Diary.

Day 38.

Hello, Diary.

Today is December 31, 2068, Saturday.

On the street -11, windy.

12:23. I fell asleep from exhaustion, or the pills finally took effect.

12:42. Mary said they couldn't Wake me up for a long time, thought I was unconscious, and were going to call an ambulance.

15:19. We decorated the tree. Now we will start preparing New Year’s salads.

18:21. My grandmother arrived.

20:46. I went for a walk with Becky because I can't be home right now.

21:12. I'm sure I saw Him yesterday.

23:31. We sit down at the festive table.

00:12. Happy New Year.

03:36. We launched fireworks and burned fireworks then gave each other gifts.

My grandmother gave me an instant print camera, Nora gave me cartridges for it, and my parents gave me a subscription to motorcycle driving lessons.

04:12. Dino wished me a happy new year in a blog post. Why does it remind you of itself? Why does he keep hurting me? I wish He'd disappeared! I wish I'd never met Him!

04:32. It was definitely Dino, standing on the street again. I ran out after Him, then I saw Him at the edge of the street, walking away, and then suddenly he was gone. I tried to catch up with Him and ended up in the middle of the road. It's a good thing no one went here on New Year's Eve.

05:21. I'm tired. Maybe I can still sleep.

Day 39.

Hello, Diary.

Today is January 1, 2069, Sunday.

On the street -6, windy.

10:22. I was able to get some sleep, even though I woke up every half hour.

11:02. Today is Rowley and Emet's wedding.

14:18. I called all my friends and wished them a happy new year.

Sammy said I sounded sad, but I was able to change the subject by telling him about my parents' gift, and he also decided to sign up for driving classes, so we'll be together. It's good. If the bike can't distract me from thinking about It, then Sammy can.

Yuna went to stay with her brother during her free week. The rest of the people also went to their friends.

16: 46. I wanted to congratulate Rowley, but she doesn't pick up the phone. I wrote her a message. I hope she will be happy in this marriage.

17:19. My grandmother offered to spend a free week with her, and I agreed.

I don't want to go back to the city, walk past the Park and see my school. It has everything that reminds you of Dino, except for him. Why can't this just be a dream? Why should I feel this terrible sense of longing for my beloved?

17: 24. My grandmother has a small room set aside for a library. I think I can find books there that I've wanted to read for a long time.

21:35. We arrived.

03: 28. I found “Fahrenheit 451”.

06:53. Why did she have to die? She was the only person I really liked in this piece and whose thoughts I understood. She was the smartest person in the world. It is cruel to take the life of kindest and immaculate character.

08:06. I was awake again.

Day 40.

Hello, Diary.

Today is Wednesday, January 4, 2069.

It's -5 outside, cloudy.

09:03. I hardly leave the library, I don't want to sleep or eat, I just try to forget Him. But what I really want is for Dino to be there for me. I want to go back to the hospital. I want to go back to the concert. I want to go back to Him.

09:33. I hate the system! Who invented it? It should make our life stable and stable, and therefore happy.

But why do people get nothing but suffering from the system's decisions? Why should we obey its decisions? Why can't I just be with Him? Who will answer these questions?

Diary, I feel bad, and I can only tell you this, or they'll put me back in the hospital. And this time He will not visit me, this pain will not end in